Update on Miscarriage

So today when I woke up I wasn't bleeding & I thought that was wierd...after what happened last night. So I went to work. I didn't have any pain or anything all day. Then at 2:30 I decided I would go to the bathroom & I had started bleeding. My pad was clean, but yeah the blood started. I had planned to go home at 3 to get ready for a family dinner party at Shannon's house. Chris's family got baptized 20 years yesterday (Apr 16). So they had a party. I told them when they were talking about it that it is amazing they are all still active. I said that because now days it seems like at least one child from each family falls away for a while. That hasn't happened in this family. I am pretty impressed ;o). Dinner was great and we all hung out to talk. I was starting to get a lot of lower back pain (nothing I couldn't handle) and my lower abdomen has felt a lot of pressure on it. So I think it could happen soon? Tonight I am getting a bit more weak & I am bleeding a lot more. I think the fact that the doctor found out I was going to miscarry made it less scary for me for when it would happen. I am so glad that I went to the doctor & didn't wait. I think if I hadn't been prepped for this I may have had a harder time with it. So far I am thankful I have gone with the natural way of doing this. As I am writing this I am starting to feel some dull pain in my abdomen. Part of me hopes this happens tonight so that we can go to UT tomorrow night to see my sister for the weekend! She is having a baby shower & I am so excited for her! Plus I need a road trip & to get out of town for a while ;o). Part of me thinks I will go to work tomorrow. hmmm. So that is the update on that today.